my dear blog . sighs !
cans ii confess ?
confession of a broken heart ?

he told me "cans we be besties"
heart beat stops . hardly breathe .
how do ii live without him ?
is he out of my life ?
he don't wanna hurt me .
but his words already hurt me .
at least we could have some memories .
we don't even have any memories alrights ?

ii know ii dhat ugly .
no one will want me .
failure in everything .
ii have nothing in life .
dhat's true . ignorance i've got .
nahhs , ii don't wanna act any pathetic .
could ii end my life .
once and for all ?
ii really do hate myself .

how ii wish ii could be his girl .
sighs , ii know ii wont be .
ii really don't dare to hope for anything ; anymore .
i'm hopeless . haiish =(
all ii cans do is envy other people ?
should ii give him my blessing and
kill myself sliently ? really do hurts .

* i've ate finish your apple .
thanks ! dhat's our memories ? *

ii will remember it by heart .

ps ; ii still do love you .
i'm sorry .