HOW DO DEFINE FAMILY ?
Father And Mother I Love You ?

A broken family , a broken child with broken atittude .
i wasn't the old Pearl i used to be . I'm DIFFERENT !
a broken me , broken dreams with broken love .

so sucks alrights ?! I knew Dad loves & dote me .
but Mum , are you ? aren't you always side lil brother ?
do you really care for me ? everything seems so strange .
if so , i cant feel the love you had for me . but , i know you
care & love lil brother most . am i still your daughter ?
everything was my fault ! ohyeah ohyeahs ~

i really had enough . sometimes i just hated myself being
in this family , all i want is a nice family . why cant i just
have one nice family ? though its a broken one , but i just
wished Mum would really care and love for me .

sometimes i just jealous my friends . they had a nice family .
they aren't so rich or so poor . their Mum & Dad just cared
and loved them so much .

i'm depressing . i really really had enough ! sometimes ..
i just feel to end my life . it cant go on like this .
i've try to make changes in my life . but , it doesn't seems to work .
i'm at home all along , Mum just went out with her boyfriend
as and when she like . Cant she stay at home , talk or accompany us ?
Home ; is only main for one or two person ? either I'm alone at home
or with lil brother , or Mum with her boyfriend & lil brother .

Things really need to be solve . Cant go on like this .
Stressed , Pain to suffer . really enough ! * headache .

No One is Nice to me , I'm simply NOTHING !



i'm totally breaking down .