he start to call me Baby . he said he love me too . but , we didn't not even met each other before . so .. we decided to meet on a fine friday , he ask me out . his friend drove him to my house here , when i was way back to home , i've already saw him waiting downstairs . he smile on his face ; it seems so nice . i went home change all those then together took his friend's car to town . it was so nice . we walked around , went to foodcourt eat . i was so shy then , so is he . feel the gentleness within him :D:D:D . he walked around with me so see what to eat . he bought me chicken rice then . i wanted to pay him back , but he doesn't want to take my money . well .. how nice of him . after meals , they went to smoke and slacked awhile , me and him went home soon , as he got probation at 10pm . i didn't expect him to send me home . but he did . he sent me home ; right to my doorstep . then he went off . soon , that night , we're together . i feel so right once again . everyday we got to meet each other . because we're just missing each other so much ! we could just message for the whole day till we meet . lools . i just love him so much ! we've together watch Mr. Bean's holiday , spent the whole day together . i miss the time when i get to sleep together with him with his arms around me . remember dhat day to Sentosa , what a dream to appear . my longed wish ; to go beach with boyfriend . slow walk at the shore . awwww ! out of sudden after dhat day , he seems so strange and cold towards me . i don't know what's going now . but he just keep saying he's busy . well .. as he've said " Trust Me and everything will be fine " i've trusted him . and that's the outcome . never thought dhat you will leave me just like dhat . could you tell me , how do i live without you ? what to do when i'm breaking down ?

baby , you're always on my mind .