sighs , today i've been crying alot . due to many things .

1) Firstly , i feel dhat i'm too selfish .

- i shouldn't be with baby always . he's always with me .

i feel so selfish . cause ever since he's with me , he had

very less time to accompany his band , which i feel bad about it .

sighs , so i've been crying , blame myself for the selfishness .

2)Secondly , i'm selfish too .

- baby is always doing the scarifice . hais ..

i seems like doing nothing . arghs ! :(

i was always feel dhat i'm not treating baby good .

why why why ! i just can't stop crying .