Hmms , just woke up not long ago , get washed up and sat in-front of computer . I've been reading some others blog , it's intertesting . I'm reading those blogs of Mummies ; means those girls with baby born :) somehow i envy them . they could go thru the pain of 7months big stomach . I even saw one girl even younger than me had her baby born . how i wish i could have one . but , it's pain you know ! && Baby asked me " am i ready to be a mother ? be a mother is not easy and can i afford to bring them up , not just wear , study , everything . & am i ready to have a family " ahha ! I've answered him , yes i do want a family . & must be a proper one . cause i know Baby will give me a proper family , a happy , blissful one :) I want have my own kid soon !