I don't know what to say or how to say .
By saying all those really does hurts me alot .
My love for you is always that strong and firm .
As time goes by , the more quarrels we had , it
really does prove us how strong we are , but it
also get my feelings to fade away . In the past ,
till now , I felt that both of us had really changed .
Looking back ; rewind , in the past how happy are we .
no quarrels , no cries , no hurt but only laughter .
but now ? more quarrels , more cries , more hurt ,
and only minor of laughters . i know you've tried
so hard to change . i can see that you've changed ?
But i think that we just can't be back to the past
for now ? I don't know why , maybe , the feeling is
not right . I'm sorry , say all this , hurts me too .
We've been together for nearly a year , this is the
longest relation i ever had in my life . I guess this
is your first time had such a long relation too ?
This really hurt hurt hurt alot , seriously is alot !
Perhaps , all we need is time . Time will really prove
to us , how fated and how we meant to be . Let both of
us to take a rest in this journey first ? Who knows ?
maybe there is other party waiting for you to be in your
life , if there is , don't worry about me , smile and
get ahead with her . I may not be the right girl for you .
But i know you're once the right guy for me (:
I really do appreciate what you've done for me and what
you've gone through with me for all this while .

Well , if we really are meant to be , fate will bring
us back together again , let time prove everything alright ?
Promise me , be good , work hard and earn more !
I will still keep the promises I had to you .
Save more money and don't anyhow spend .
Take good care (: love