"Do you ever have the feeling like you're gonna die? It seems like in some point of your life, you have nothing much to look foward to. Everyday seems like last day. Everyday seems to be a pain to be alive. Feel most alive at night. ( Not body clock is not screwed ) It's just that the nights are peaceful and cooling. The Day is hot and it seems like all energy is drained by the damn heat. Being in this island for too long.. It's starting to clamp down on mind and everything in life seize to matter other than earn money and get married. Live the life everyones living. When was a kid now could visualize how his/her life's gonna be like. Primary School, Secondary School, ITE/POLY/JC , Uni/Art Sch/ grad .. go army (for guys) find yourself a partner, fall in out of love. Find some new friends lose some old friends. Travel abroad for holidays. Go shopping, Orchard, Vivo, Marina, Bugis, ... Find a few jobs. Get a stable one. Get married. Have kids. Buy a house. Buy a car. Have Kids and watch youself grow old and Die of a fucked up sickness or dying in an accident or of a fatal illness."