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Wednesday, January 20, 2010

This gonna be a long post i guess ? Just bare with me , I just wanna RANT !

Alrights , here i go ..
I just wanna rant about you you you !

How should i start ? Okies , from pregnancy ..
When I'm pregnant , it's difficult for me to walk about when it's about 25weeks and above ? Monday to Friday you're in camp , i understand that you couldn't eat breakfast with me , so every night dinner i will go buy bread for next day breakfast . Bread eat long also will sian .. What to do ? So it's weekend ! Saturday and Sunday ; Just a simple request of you accompany me to market to have just a simple breakfast , you refused to ! so i go eat myself or pack myself lo .. & yet , you asked me to packed breakfast for you . I'm carrying a baby inside me , HELLO !! Should i say F to ns ? F it , F it , F it ! Make it so tiredddd that you couldn't eat a breakfast with me . & SOMEMORE ! breakfast i refering to is " late-lunch" which is about 11am or 12pm ? Didn't you have enough sleep ? I'm not that much to ask you wake up 7 or 8 in the morning to have breakfast .. Sigh~ You simply refused !

After give birth .. SAME THING ! You simply refused to ! But this time around , ns is slack , you simply have time to sleep sleep sleep in your camp , chit chat with your friend ! WHAT ABOUT ME ?! I was all alone at home home home taking care of baby ! Friends ?! Since when i can go out with my friends ? True friends that i can go out with ? I guess i don't have one .. So forget about going out with friends . You got time to sleep in camp , what about me ? Do i have time to sleep at home ? I don't even have a proper time to eat . When i eat half way , baby cry , so i get to her , when i get back , my food turns cold . I don't even have the time to bathe . Forget it~ When you're at home , you don't even bother to help me take care to let me have a rest . You're in ns , you can take off when ever you want , once again , WHAT ABOUT ME ! Do i have off to take ? When not enough sleep , you'll have your TEMPER ! & your sleeping time which i refer is when you sleep more than 8 hours ! 8 hours of sleep is MORE THAN ENOUGH ! When i don't even have 8 hours of sleep .. But , I don't even temper at you . When baby cry , you simply just ignore ! WHAT IS THAT ?! Only sometimes you then care . What you want , i always try my best to give . When i crave for food at somewhere , you'll just say i'm so troublesome , just because of food . I was at home everyday , for me it's hard to bring baby out myself , I just crave for that food , but not everytime , you will also ignore and give me temper . But whenever you said , " sorry " I would just give in ..

I won't bother to ask you to eat breakfast with me anymore .
I had enough , everytime i just wanna try my luck to ask you ,
but is always a no no no no ! So , indepedent is always good ~
what to do ? I've got no choice , you know my tears are weak ..
Do you understand how i feel ? Somehow I'll be tired .

PearlmamaLove! {❤}6:39 PM